wow i would just like 2 say i saw the LAKE HOUSE it was a really good movie, n it made me realize sumthin. i'm tired of waitin i kno 4 a fact that he will nvr come bak 2 me. theres no reason 4 me 2 hang on nemore, u kno. i just don't no y i actually thought that i could get bak w/ him. plus i think that it would b a big mistake, cuz this is the time where everythin in his life is actually happenin. he has completely no interest in me nemore its disappointin.like at church he barely even says hi 2 me i just don't understand. i mean honestly i tried n it just din't work out.

                           4 instance a whole bunch of us frm church were there 4 mark jaudon's 18th b-day it wuz lots of fun, then we started 2 watch a movie. it wuz corny except kyle sat rite next 2 me. i wuz fine till i started 2 get a lil scared in the movie n he let me hold his hand so i wouldn't b that scared, at the time i thought that it wuz just a frendly lil thing, but next thing i kno it he wuz rubbin my hand, then i start thinkin stuff. like mayb he realy still likes me n this means sumthin 2 me. but it realy wuzn't !!!!!!!! the next day he din't even say hi i noticed that he wuz lookin at me a couple times but thats it i wuz the 1 that had 2 say hi. n now hes all like i need a g/f, n crap. alls i have 2 say is wut an ASSHOLE !!!!!!!! u just don't do that, i mean wut gurl wouldn't think nethin bout that cuz wen a guy just doesn't rub ur hand 4 nuthin cuz wen we went out u kno he used 2 do that. i'm sooooo upset n diss. now i found out he likes sum gurl i don't even kno.

       so i'm pretty much dun w/ him screwin w/ my head i just can't take it. i kno u may think i'm sum kinda stalker or sumthin like that, but i like him soooooooooo much its hard 2 even blieve, but u kno wut I'M THRU i'm so sik of bein sad n waitin 4 him 2 come n ask me out n everythin 2 b fine, sooo i'm soooo movin on its not even funny. n if netime in the future he tries 2 ask me out i'm just gonna have him read this or sumthin cuz i'm uhhhhhhhh sooo dun !!!!!!!!

   wow i haven't been on here in 4ever !!!!!!!! i've mostly been on myspace, lol. well soo many things r new rite now. 4 instance me n kyle rn't goin out nemore, i broke up w/ him like not 2 long ago cuz my abuelo died, n i couldn't stay in a rel. w/ him at the time, cuz i wuz 2 depressed n i felt like i wuz holdin him back. i told him that i still like him n din't get over him (he just wants 2 stay frends) but he has changed sooo much n we rarely talk (its weird). i go 2 brandon high school now n its lots of fun, i'm enjoyin it. i found out not 2 long ago that my mom has cancer in her brain, n she can't drive nemore cuz of it. she also has cancer in her rib, its hard but its not that dif. frm cancer in her lungs, liver, n breast. hopefully evrythin will b ok n that she lives n beats it.rite now i have an injured knee frm soccer cond. frid. it sux but its gettin better, lol.

 well thats bout it 4 now, thats all the big stuff goin on in my life !!!!!!!!!

 YEAH!!!!!!!1 I'M SOO EXCITED I'M BOUT 2 LEAVE IN A COUPLE OF MI. 2 GO 2 THE BEACH 4 THE WEEKEND ITS GONNA B SOO MUCH FUN!!!!!NEWHO ENJOY UR SPRING BREAK,BYEE.

    U MAY NOT KNO BUT FRIDAY THE 10TH MY GRANDFATHER DIED FROM A MAJOR HEART ATTACK.I'M VERY SAD N UPSET BUT AT THE SAME TIME I'M HAPPY OF THE FACT THAT HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE WHERE HE WILL B W/ HIS BROTHERS.HIS FUNERAL WAS LAST WEEK N THE VIEWIN ALSO HE GOT BURIED ON TUESDAY.WELL THATS PRETTY MUCH ALL I HAVE 2 SAY .BYEE